Just another day

Nothing is happening today.
I don't have my little guy today but I will tomorrow. He is the best baby, God really blessed me when he sent Tyler along. My boys love him to death and he has fallen in love with them too I think as he just lights up when he gets here and sees them. I couldn't have asked for a better baby.
I feel a need for prayer today. You know how sometimes it seems as if life just catches up with you and you are like "whoa, slow down and get behind me" LOL sounds weird but that is how I feel today. UGH
A new day outside I see, only I can determine what kind of day it will be. But you see sometimes you decide what kind of day it will be early in the day and then later you wish you had decided different and it is harder to go back and change what you have made. Makes me wish for it to hurry and get over so that I can start a new one tomorrow and make sure that I start it right. That is one good thing, Life is daily, and so you always get another start. That is if God allows it. You never know when you time will come. No one has the guarantee of tomorrow. Make sure you are right today for tomorrow may not come.
I am looking forward to our little trip in a couple weeks.
Today is Dallas last day of school, I think he is bummed about that. He likes school if for nothing else than the friends he has there but he likes learning to. Coda is looking forward to it also. I will be lonely without them when they are both in school. They will start back to school in a few weeks. Some say how horrible it is that they have only a couple weeks off before the new school year but I think it is nice and they are both excited about it.
I feel the feeling of the song when God unfolds the rose. It is the song that keeps me going sometimes, for I feel like that sometimes and I must listen to remember that God is still there and even if I feel that I am not reaching him he is still there and I just have to keep pushing harder. Never to give up, never to let go, for I can not walk without him and I fall when I let go of his hand and I have to reach back up and find him again. And I thank God that he doesn't give up on me, no matter how many times I may fail or slip or when life catches up. His mercy endureth forever.